Fat

Sign I'm on a downswing #246 - I think I'm fat.

I know people were worried about how much weight I'd lost only a little while ago, so logically speaking I can't be fat, I can't have put that much weight on that quickly.  But I look at my body and I hate it right now. It looks fat and spotty and hairy.  I look down and my tummy looks immense.  I feel huge.

Normally I have both a good self image and I'm against fat-shaming, I'm a proponent of Health At Any Size. But that doesn't stop me from feeling nothing but disgust for my body right now.

Knowing that this is probably crazies doesn't stop me from looking fat and horrible when I look at myself though.  Just have to try to remember this will pass.